Energy swirls within me. My body uncomfortable, In distress. Engagement pushed aside, Interest dismissed. My desire to be present Ever ignored. Spinning wildly, Thoughts without control. My mind exhausted, My eyes heavy, Tired of the constant view Even from behind eyes closed. Mind and body, Perpetually in conflict. My soul, Constantly seeking to be still. The search continues, Unable to find A haven of serenity. Desire unfulfilled.